I am single. All around me, I see couples, hand in hand, some with an extra ounce of PDA (Public Display of Affection) and here I am with a bunch of friends or with Mummy and Daddy.
I sometimes wonder- where is he? The special one who would make my heart flutter and make me blush. The more I think about it, the more far I am from finding a boyfriend. Its like the thing you desire the most is the one you never get.
I am happy with my life, happy with the course its taking. I have lots of things I love which fill up my day. I am blessed to have Mummy and Daddy who are more of friends than parents. But I still felt this gnawing gap.
I could feel the pressure like many others my age who were single. In fact some of us were thought to be gay or lesbian jutst because we hadn’t hooked up. The pressure on boys was immense- “you couldn’t manage to impress a single girl, shame on you”, they were taunted.
Thats when I made one of the biggest mistakes.
Rohit proposed me and I said yes, though I knew very well we were poles apart and there was certainly no love here. My first thought was “well someone likes me and I wanted to be liked. It was nice holding hands, posting pics. I could now walk into a Starbucks with my boyfriend. I held my chin up and put on my dazzling smile.
This wasn’t going to last for long I always knew that. Surprisingly the heartbreak wasn’t that bad. The best thing was I dumped him.
This sordid affair taught me 2 important lessons-
Don’t ever succumb to pressure and ruin your life. What you think and feel matters, damn the world.
Some find love early, some find it late, some find the perfect one at one go, some don’t find it despite multiple relationships- its a mystery. Let it unravel at its own pace. Meantime, pick up your martini and celebrate your single status.
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Linking up with #BlogchatterA2Z
My theme for the challenge is
“A slice of life through Myra’s eyes” – a fictional tale of growing up and learning some vital lessons about self love, feminism, sisterhood, a working woman and the essence of being a woman in urban India.
The pressure on boys was immense- “you couldn’t manage to impress a single girl, shame on you”, they were taunted.
This is so damn relatable.
Expecting a new edge to be uncovered in myra’s life.
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So glad you could relate to it. Not just boys but girls face it too, nowadays there is a crazy pressure on everyone to flaunt their relationship status
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Relationships were meant to be personal and private but now whole life cycle of a person is depicted on social webs.
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True that makes it more complex as it about presenting a rosy picture to people
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“pick up your martini and celebrate your single status”.. i think the future generation will merry this quote. so appropriate.. well captured the adolescent age on love wars. J is for Jack of all trades. https://syncwithdeep.wordpress.com/2018/04/10/j-jack-of-all-trades-blogchattera2z-atozchallenge-atoz/
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Yea I hope so Deep! This relationship status thing sometimes gets us too worked up
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Absolutely. Whatever else love may or may not be, it is complicated and unraveling the mystery makes life interesting.
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True Kanika!
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You’re right, Akshata, that the thing you desire the most is the one you never get. You only get what you badly wanted after you abandon the very desire of it. So, make a wish & let it go.
And, yes, most of the college love-affairs are not about love but peer pressure. If you want to be happy then you should never succumb to pressure against your true feelings.
Also, I believe that one should stick to love not lovers. Lover is not a synonym of love. Lover is the outer envelope. Love is the real message.
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So true Ravish, I was wondering where have you vanished. Was missing the tie bits of wisdom! Stick to love not lovers- agree with that. It’s difficult though on a world that’s always talking about picture perfect relationships
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Yes, there’s no place of love in society. Society doesn’t approve love but marriage, a kind of relationship. Society is about rules and regulations, and love doesn’t follow any rules.
To know my detailed view on the subject, you can read my this post: http://booksasisee.ravishmani.com/heart-listens-no-one-purba-chakraborty/
Would appreciate if you share your views on the same. 🙂
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Sure- will gladly do so!
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“Some find love early, some find it late, some find the perfect one at one go, some don’t find it despite multiple relationships- its a mystery.” This is so true Aks. I am happy that Myra dumped Rohit.
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Thx Balaka! Love is indeed a mystery
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Yes Ms Myra better to wait for Mr Right than hook up with someone just for the sake of it . In fact it is far better to be single and happy than together and miserable
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Very true! But some lessons are best learnt the hard way! 😊
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Really? That can hurt
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Good that Myra has found so much wisdom at such a tender age. Millions of adults still go about their lives without being aware of these seemingly simple truths 🙂
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very true Anurag- sometimes we are lucky to find our answers early than go through a lot of heartache
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“Kabhi na kabhi, kahin na kahin, koi na koi toh aayega, apna mujhe banayega, dil me mujhe basayega” sang Rafi. Time will come for everyone, including Myra!
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Haha nice Meera but these things are good in books and movies. Life these days is not that simple!
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If not someone i am sure she will find something to love
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Possibly! Lets see how it unfolds. Thanks for visiting Meera
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Today the youngsters want to be in a relationship as if it’s a compulsion once you are a teenager. Good that Myra didn’t continue.
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Yep good for her! Thx for visiting Aesha
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Single life. Something I had convinced myself I was happy with some time back. I realized happiness doesn’t necessarily need a partner. Not even to share the happiness. We need to be happy from within.
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Very true Arjun I realised that too , in fact its better to be single and happy than be with a partner and miserable
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Exactly. Happiness should take preference over relationship status
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Pick up the martini and celebrate should be the anthem for one and all. But its difficult to understand and thus follow at the young age.
Myra is growing strong each day with each passing experience. Way to go and grow girl!
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Aww thanks Anagha- its tough when you are young and face peer pressure
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The pressure to be part of a relationship is still a burden. Meanwhile, those stuck in the wrong relationships long to be single and free and able to have a martini whenever they want! I’m glad she learned quickly to dump him and move on,
https://iainkellywriting.com/2018/04/11/j-is-for-jyvaskyla-finland/
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It’s too much of a pressure and the grass on the other side is always greener!
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I guess God or Nature has something planned for everyone. Its best to let life run its course instead of trying to change it.. Till then “..pick up your martine and celebrate your single status”… Good going 🙂
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True Archana! Best leave it to time and see what happens. Thx for stopping by
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That’s some sage advice in the end. Funnily, it holds good for guys as well.
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Ofcos! For everyone😊
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It took me three marriages to realise I prefer the single life! Loving it now.
A-Z of My Friend Rosey!
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Aww Keith! That was quite a revelation!!
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Keep it to yourself!
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You are funny!
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One can never ever generalise anything about relationships.
Relationships are so personal to two people, and with multiple factors playing their own parts, somethings click for some, while for others they don’t.
It doesn’t matter if one is single or married.
One can’t force a relationship to happen. It has to just happen on its own.
So, I liked your sentence at the end, “Let it unravel at its own pace.”
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Thx for visiting Pradeep! That’s very aptly summed up about love and relationships
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The last line:truly epic!!! Nice tale Ask, every girl/guy needs to heed this sane advice.
*Clinks your glass of Martini* Cheers!
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Thx so much Nats!
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This is such a relatable write! The adolescent and twenties pressure on boys and girls can be tremendous and lots of ppl often make wrong choice just coz of it!
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True not just young people but this is something that tends to bother most of us at any age.
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Oh the pressures of the society! It surely makes us do things which we later regret and same Myra did. Hope she finds someone needs.
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Hope so too Deepa!
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This was awesome Akshata! And it holds true for both men and women. Loved the flow of words! Good Myra took some important life lessons early on.
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Thanks a ton Meha!
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Love is complicated. Single is simple. 😛 My first thought is this after reading your post.
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Indeed being in a relationship is often overrated
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For a thoughtful and wise Myra, I didn’t see her falling for a guy she knew wasn’t right for her. But she learnt and she usually does 🙂 Let’s see what’s in the store ahead for her.
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Some lessons in life are best learnt the hard way!
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Peer pressure is a dangerous thing. It makes you act in haste and throw caution to the wind.
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True best to not get bogged down by it
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Its better to be late than sorry. There should be no rush to be in a relationship just for the sake of it. All your posts are relatable.
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So glad to hear that Disha. As youngsters we tend to get swayed easily
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